[he wants to believe optimus so badly, but there's too much colliding in his mind at once. megatron doesn't even react to the kiss!]
You're right, I-- [he closes his mouth, squeezing his optics shut.] I did this to you for millions of years and I can't even handle it once myself?!
[weak, weak and pathetic, but he doesn't say these things he's thinking. it takes every shred of his willpower and love for optimus to calm himself, pulling back and sitting cross-legged on their shared berth.]
Right, fine-- I'm fine. [he's not, but he's not having a shitfit anymore at least.] What do you make of it?
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You're right, I-- [he closes his mouth, squeezing his optics shut.] I did this to you for millions of years and I can't even handle it once myself?!
[weak, weak and pathetic, but he doesn't say these things he's thinking. it takes every shred of his willpower and love for optimus to calm himself, pulling back and sitting cross-legged on their shared berth.]
Right, fine-- I'm fine. [he's not, but he's not having a shitfit anymore at least.] What do you make of it?
no subject
Perhaps one of his followers knows what he has been up to? He must have told one of them.
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[does that megatron himself know exactly what he's doing? messing with powers beyond their comprehension is par for the course.]
That part at the end -- could those have been a new army he's found? He can't have as much control over this as he thinks he does!